I already practice by myself on an empty garage the dance routines of the performance with the assistance of some videos of our classes. I'm paying attention to a mirror and correcting my posture. I also went to a kizomba club but it didn't work because I am not really the type of guy of enjoying myself on that kind of enviromnent. I also don't drink. Frankly, if it weren't for these last two episodes I would say that I have been improving quite a lot. Compared to a month ago, I'm starting to get a feel on what my arms and hands should be doing when leading. But like I said I have confidence issues and because of what happened yesterday I'm having a rough Saturday. Also, sorry guys for what seems to be whining about all this ordeal to people I don't know. I really don't know who to talk to about these things and it feels great getting this off my chest.