So my teacher picked samba for saloon dancing. It demands too much care on the movements all around the body in every move for my liking. I started getting stressed out by attencipation and because I was screwing over most of the rotine. This lasted for all the 1h30m that the class lasted. Then enter the kizomba class. Kizomba always starts by improvised dancing, everything goes, good old social dancing. Except I always dred this aspect of the classes. I'm afraid of disappointed my partner, I'm afraid of only thinking in doing basic movements and I'm afraid of screwing up the moves that I attempt to pull off. Then the teachers give us some new moves that somehow I can't understand. I know what I need to do, but I can't get my body to actually do them, so I don't think I need to call the teacher. This goes on for about 40min. At this time nearly every partner that I danced commented at how I seem so stiff and stressed and afraid. This further cements what I already feel. Another 20min and one of the partners is actually starting to get annoyed and one of the teachers step in to calm me and her down and tries to explain the move but to no avail. I actually had to have a timeout and went to the bathroom to calm myself because at this point I was wanted to break something. I wouldn't be surprised at this point if my teacher asked me to leave the classes because of my frustration spilling over and getting my partners upset. And I don't think I could blame her.