in recent explorations in balance, have been reflecting on the nature of my balance practice these days and how it involves being conscious of some new things that are really working for me, but which i haven't come across before in discussions of how to improve balance. usually these discussions seem to be mostly around core-work, and alignment, and that's what i mostly focused on til recently.
but now i've become so aware of *information* moving through the body, and lines of energy, and am much more sensitive to being grounded by extending my limbs down and out in a kind of whole-body feeling-awareness. it's a different paradigm, a change from "trying to find and hold balance" to "feeling sensation and extending in all directions to be present and filling space"... and somehow that just naturally brings me to a balanced state.
i'm much more sensitive to feeling the weight pulling on me through my bones -- i'm always focused on using the ground and gravity as the resting point for everything, and i'm repeatedly reminded of something a coach said in class a couple years ago, "your weight is not your own". it feels like a force that *wants* to help me be balanced.
and while before i used to feel aware of myself trying to activate my core in order to maintain stability & balance, now i feel myself finding my balance by *releasing* my muscles and lengthening my limbs in all directions, especially *during* movement, as much of my balance practice is quite dynamic. it's a very different experience -- the old way was a kind of "consolidating", "holding it together" feeling. this new way -- where i'm experiencing radically improved balance & grounding every day -- is more of an "expansion", *without* holding... a kind of finding the ease of feeling my extending through my limbs into balanced states, all extending not just from my core in my lower abdomen but really from my entire torso, including my heart area.
sometimes i feel like a stick figure in my awareness of this, all lines radiating from a central sphere.
just some of my rambling thoughts... am curious how other's may have explored such things in their own balance work. maybe other dancers just take these things for granted and i'm so sensitive to it right now because these are *new* sensations for me...